Oops...

SO, it has been a HECK of a long time since I posted ANYTHING... To be honest I actually forgot my password and was too lazy to get a new one... And with all that I had going on at the time I really simply lost track of my blog. I am seriously going to try not to do that ever again, I feel that not blogging in that long of a time has caused some serious mental back up. So I am offically back to blogging, keep watching this space.

Political...

Recently I have been taking more notice of politicians and our American way of life. I say recently because honestly politics is boring to me. Yeah I vote. Yeah I care who is running the country etc, etc. But then again I care only so much as is normal for most, which isn't too much. Why should I care as long as it doesn't affect my life too greatly????

So the last two days I have been being bombarded over and over by political news on the radio travelling back and forth to work. Oh not Earth-shattering stuff, just regular everyday stuff, i.e. "the President this", and "Senator Blah Blah that", and scandal this and scandal that... It got me thinkin, why do we elect these idiots???

We (and this occurs world wide) elect morons who are more concerned about their own interests (i.e. how much money and power they can attain) that the interest of the people they "represent". I say "represent" but I should describe it as "taking care of" instead. What ever happened to leadership responsibilities??? I mean if you have a group of people that you are leader of, it is your JOB to take the best care of them that you can. Right now America (and to a lesser extent the world) is falling to shit because we have problems amongst the people. Shitty health care, crappy employment rates, fucked up inflation, and of course national debt. And our supposed leaders are sitting snug in the beds because they have been elected and have "job security" at least till their term ends. Then of course we re-elect them, no matter the shitty job they have done. Why???

You see the political process isn't something that our leaders do to help us, it is a great big game to them. We have programs coming through the system that can HELP us (the people) blocked because the opposite political party simply wants to hurt their rivals... WTF!?!?! How is that leadership???
They get paid (PAID mind you) to debate the ins and outs of how our country runs all the while NOT accomplishing anything. How do you work a job but are not productive and still keep your job??? I'll get to that in a minute. So we have these fat cats making LOADS more money than they should sitting around doing nothing but appearing busy to fool us. They are clever too you have to give them that. They even let us blame them for all of our problems just so they can sit and continue to do nothing. The President of the United States is basically a scapegoat. We blame him for the problems our local and federal representatives create. So we sit and bitch about "the government" or "the president" all the while they sit and do nothing and we PAY them for it.

So we blame them for all of our woes...

But in truth it isn't their fault at all. Hey if I had the ability to get paid for goofing off you better know I would do it. The truth is it is our fault, the people, and not for the reason you expect. Oh we elect these people because we believe their lies that they will take good care of us and shelter us from harm. We vote them in, but that isn't why it is our fault. It is our fault because these idiots are the only one's running for office. Greedy, and only concerned with money and power, but we elect them to some of the highest posts in the land. And it is all because we are too lazy to find good leaders and because we as a society place value on greed and self-interest. We assume that the rich are good leaders or else they wouldn't be rich. Or we assume someone who works hard at moving up the ladder of leadership is the best qualified because they work so hard. Sometimes the rich got that way from stabbing someone in the back to make their fortune. Just like sometimes fast climbing the ladder of leadership is only that person's way of grabbing power so that they can control the rest of us. Buyer beware.

So what do we do??? The system is too big for us to dismantle it. It is self-perpetuating. What do we do??? Well I for one think we should start encouraging (and funding) those people who will actually lead and take care of the people. To hell with the two party system, let us start voting for those who are best suited to DO THE JOB. Let us stop blaming our President for all the problems we have and start seeing where the real problems are. AND stop taking the word of "the government". It is a leader's job to lead and take care of his people, but it is OUR job to select a GOOD leader. If we elect the wrong guy, get him OUT of office and replace him with someone better. It is the only way I can see that we can have less problems and more solutions.

New Gods????

Recently I was asked who my patron God was. At first I was tempted to use my stand by answer of Cernunnos or any one of the Celtic Gods. But I decided to do some soul searching and take a look at things a bit more critically.

First I wanted to figure out which God I most identified with. Which God I would say that I most wanted to emulate in my life to make me a better person. Which God's story most appeals to me and touches me on a deeper level. I went down my list of Gods from around the world and I came up blank. Not one of them touched me, at least not in a way that I identified with. Not even the Celtic Gods with whom I do feel a close kinship. So I started feeling a bit lost. Just who was my patron God???

During all this I was having a discussion with a friend about one of our share interests in a scifi TV show. He said that he wasn't sure if he wanted to keep seeing the character written as "an unleashed god". At the time I wasn't sure what to make of it but the comment stayed with me for some reason. Later I had a moment of epiphany where a great many things clicked into place for me.

Now many of my friends who know me, know that I am a freak for all things Doctor WHO related. I love the show. Longest running Scifi TV show ever. Beats out Star Trek by about 3 years. I have been a fan of the show for over 28 years give or take a year. I am the biggest nerd in the room when it comes to this show, with trivia in my head that would make most fans cringe.

It was after my discussion with a fellow fan about the character of the Doctor that I realized just who my patron God was, it was the Doctor from the TV show Doctor WHO. I idolize this character. To a lesser extent I worship him. I do my best to emulate him and live up to his code of conduct. I see him as the Divine aspect I want to aspire to.

This really got my cogs turning. Here I am worshipping a made up character and aspiring to be like unto him. I wonder if there are others out there that have similar situations in their lives. After all surely this is probably how the Gods of ancient peoples came into being in a way. It got me thinking that maybe, just maybe, our culture isn't so much turning away from religion here in the modern world as some think, that maybe folks are just adopting new Gods to replace the old ones. When I mentioned my idea to a friend I was told that I really need to read Neil Gaiman's book "American Gods". After hearing a bit about the plot I plan to soon.

I personally don't think that it is so crazy of a notion that we create new Gods to worship. I think it is how we as humans cope with the craziness of life. Perhaps it does fly in the face of more traditional Pagan paths. But in the end one's relationship to Divinity is not something someone can share, it is a personal journey. Yes, The Doctor is my patron God. Maybe for someone else it might be Lt. Ripley from the Aliens franchise. Or even Lara Croft from the Tomb Raider franchise. Whatever you choose to find peace with let it be your journey.

From a Druid's Perspective 11/30/2009: "Christian Druids?!?!"

A bit over 20 years ago when I first got started down a Pagan path, I veered as far away from Christianity as I could. I think most newbie Pagans do. It is an attempt to "break ties" with an old way of life. Likewise when I started in my calling in the role of Druid I had heard of some organizations having Christian Druids. At the time it was a hard pill to swallow because I had left the concepts of Christianity behind very completely. But like any good scholar I did my research and chewed on the conundrum.

As I have stated in my previous Druid post, I learned that "Druid" is a role within society. A role that, although it has priestly functions, is most definitely NOT just a priest. Druids were the scholarly elite of ancient Celtic culture. I realized this truth through the creation of a Neo-Celtic tribe of friends. But what is MORE surprising is that I also realized that in the modern sense, a Druid didn't even have to be Pagan to fill the role for his modern tribe.

In our little experiment of a Neo-Celtic tribe, not all of the members of the group were Pagan. In fact the minority of the group was Pagan. But as I had stated in my other blog we were tied together by our love of all things Celtic. So, to honour our Celtic heritage the people who were more spiritual in the group banded together as "Druids" for our little tribe. And as I have said earlier, the Pagans were in the minority. Now at the time, it was hard for me to wrap my head around the concept of my Christian friends fulfilling the role of "Druids" in our tribe. But I soon realized that the role was the same even if the God names were different, the point of reference was our Celtic identity. And of course when you look at the modern Celtic world you can see that it kind of makes sense.

But you are asking, what defines the concept of "the modern Celt"??? In a word, language. We define the concept of racial groups nowadays by what common language they speak. Although it is slowly fading away there are still speakers of the surviving Celtic languages out there. Many of them still living in the places of their ancestors in Britain, Ireland, Scotland, Wales and some of the outer islands around the UK. And with the modern quest for the Celtic diaspora to "connect" there has been in recent years an upswing in the number of speakers as people are taking the time to learn the old languages anew.

With that being said, to understand why Christian Druids make sense, you must also understand that the majority of Celtic language speakers around the world ARE CHRISTIAN. But what ties us Celtic Pagans together with our Christian Druid brothers and sisters isn't so much the religions but our love of all things Celtic and the connection it gives us to our ancient past. And besides a great many of the Christians in the Celtic world practice a version of Christianity that is startlingly different from what most folks know. In fact it could be said that it is Christianity with it's Pagan roots still showing.

Now, this said, you can see that it isn't so much the religion of the ancients that the modern Druids are trying to emulate. Modern Druids are the keepers of ancient Celtic tradition. Their role is to serve their tribe. And if the tribe is Celtic and Christian, well the modern Druid just might want to have some knowledge about the subject to help his "flock".

You might be saying that if a Christian is so incline to be a spiritual leader why not go a be a priest. To be perfectly honest the priesthood is not for everyone, and sometimes the people who need you as a Druid may not want to go to a Christian priest for comfort. It can be as simple as being able to be there "Celtically" for your fellow Celt. Not all problems folks have need spiritual guidence to be solved.


Let me also say this, you should not just add any old thing to your spiritualty and call it "Druid" or "Celtic". To honour the path of the Celt and the Druid you must know what they were through scholarship. Adding something to your personal path because it feels right is one thing, adding it and saying it is something it is not is another. The ancient Druids weren't decendants of Noah, or Shinto Monks, nor were the Celts for that matter. Saying that the Druids were Christian is a falsehood, saying that modern Druids can be Christian is truth. And really it is all about seeking the truth in all things. ;-)

rant: "Who do you think you are anyways?!?!"

Usually about this time of year I get a bit frustrated at my fellow human beings. Not sure if it is the impending holidays or what. However this year I have been bothered by my fellow human beings ALL year long.

Before we begin let me state for the record I work in retail. I am in constant contact with the public so I am not isolated from my fellow beings during their worst behavior. However that said, this rant is by no means coming strictly from my work experience. Now on with the rant.

What is it about people in today's world that makes them think that they are entitled to something more than their fellow creatures on this planet??? I'm not sure why folks think that they are better in some way than someone else. Could it be they have more money??? Could it be their looks??? Could it be the way they were raised??? Whatever it is, I do not think that it gives anyone the right to act like a complete ass to the world around them.

Have ya ever been stopped at a red light and had a car go around and pass you on the right side, jumping the median and going a little off the road to do it??? I am willing to bet most of the folks reading this have not only had it occur to them, but have done it themselves. Just one problem, it is against the law. But barring that, it is just damned rude. What makes someone think that they are SO important that they have the privilege, nay the RIGHT, to do something against the law just because they don't feel that they should have to stop???

And it isn't just traffic violations either. You have rude and inconsiderate folks with you when you are shopping too. They walk around in their own little haze and don't even take a second to notice their fellow humans as they are walking about with their buggies. Leaving carts in the middle of aisles while they take up the whole aisle to look for something, etc. What makes them think that they have any right to do that???

Well if it is their money... Let me tell you this, excess wealth does not give you any more rights in this world than anyone else. First of all we have seen the obscenely rich thrown in jail for the same crimes that poor folks are. Secondly though when you get right down to it money only has as much value as society ascribes to it. Meaning if we had a war tomorrow and everyone is starving, then all those numbers in your bank account don't mean dick. So the next time you decide to act like you are better than others, think twice.

If it is their looks.... We have all seen the pretty people of the world, we fantasize about either being them or being with them. Good looking people seem to have it made. Is it any wonder that they can be some of the biggest ass hats on the planet??? Don't get me wrong I know a few good looking people that are quite humble. However those that ignore someone, acting as if they can't see them just because they don't fit the ascribed notion of what society deems pretty, well their just jerks. However outer physical beauty fades over time. Not to mention that what society deems beautiful changes over time too. Marilyn Monroe would be considered fat nowadays, however when she was alive she was the pinnacle of hotness. And the mighty can fall other ways, next time you feel superior because you are hot, go to the burn ward at a local hospital and take a look at some of the folks that have lost their looks due to being cooked alive in a fire. Realize that it could just as well be you in that bed looking like an over done roast.

If they were raised to believe that they were better than others... I have one thing to say, prove it. There is not one living human on this planet that has ever been or will ever be any better than anyone else. In fact most of mankinds greatest achievements have been a group effort, not the works of one individual. We work better as a unified group than we do as individuals. No matter what mommy and daddy told you growing up, you are NOT special. Here are a couple of good quotes on the matter.

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 17

...you're not how much money you've got in the bank. You're not your job. You're not your family, and you're not who you tell yourself.... You're not your name.... You're not your problems.... You're not your age.... You are not your hopes. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 18

You see in my opinion, it seems that we have in the world today, at least here in the United States, this idea that we are somehow entitled to everything. But you know what we aren't. The next time you feel like being an ass hat to someone ask yourself: "Who the hell do I think I am?!?!" OR "Would I like it if someone did this to me???" You might be surprised to find out that you are no better than anyone else. Instead of passing someone illegally why not just wait your turn to go???? If you are in a hurry or are going to be late, you should have gotten up earlier.

As a whole human beings need to get their collective heads out of their asses. It is time to stop acting like spoiled children and realize that we are all in this together. No one on this planet is better than anyone else. We need to get over our egos and grow up. Just imagine all we could do as a species if we just treated individuals better.

From a Druid's Perspective 11/08/2009: "Druidism is NOT a Religion"

"Druidism is NOT a Religion"

Have ya ever reached a end point in your faith and have been unsure as to how to proceed??? I did about 6 years ago. I was well on my way in my Druid path when I had a crisis of faith. I didn't understand "Druid Organizations", such as ADF, Keltria, OBOD, etc. From all my research about Druids from Iron Age antiquity I realized that almost all of the modern Druid organizations out there had something missing, the lay people. Ancient Druids were the facilitators of Celtic religion not THE religion. The ancient Celts didn't practice Druidism and modern Druids were just Druids being priests to other priests. It didn't make sense to me. When I made this realization I wasn't even sure that I could continue my path as I had before. I felt that I didn't want to be a Druid for other Druids so much as I wanted to be a Druid for those that needed me.
For a while I was just adrift in my own sea of sorrow. I stopped caring about being a Druid because it didn't make sense to me to be one anymore. But too much had been ingrained into me while on my path. I couldn't quit. Too much pride I guess. But I also couldn't quit learning either. It was then that I discovered the concept of the modern tribe, a concept that had been under my nose the whole time!!!
Let me explain... In late 2001 early 2002 one of the friends I had went to High School with and I had an idea. He and I were BOTH heavily into all things Celtic. Between the two of us we had about 40 folks who were both friends and acquaintances who we both thought highly of. So after doing some research we decided to organize our friends and relations into a little private club founded along the lines of the ancient Celtic tribal structure. Due to things like moves and divorces our little club imploded after a couple of years, but those couple of years were a BLAST while they lasted.
The sad thing is that after my own divorce I promptly forgot all about our little Neo-Celtic Clan. However while researching about the modern idea of tribe it all came rushing back. Here was the solution to my Druid path. Here was how I found my faith again. The modern concept of "Tribe".
It was then that I realized that "Druid" is NOT (and really shouldn't be considered) a religion but a ROLE within the religion of Celtic Spirituality. (I say "spirituality" and not Paganism for a reason I will make clear in a future Blog) By seeing my path as my ROLE in my modern concept of tribe I finally felt totally at home being a Druid. And the best part is that most Celtic scholars and Reconstructionists agree!!! Research tends to back it up.
Don't get me wrong, I know that there are some die hard folks out there that will disagree with me that "Druid is NOT a Religion". That is all fine by me, live and let live. However if you ever reach the same crisis of faith that I did once upon a time, write me and we will talk about it. You just might find that "Druid IS a ROLE within the spirituality" and not the religion you thought it was.

My blog!!!!!!!!!!!!

A friend of mine recently started a blog here on blogspot and it made me want to take a stab at it. He hit the nail right on the head by saying that although the world may not need yet another Neo-Pagan blog I think it just might need one. At least I like what I have to say, LOL. I will try to update this page at least once a week, more or less. At the very least I will try to stay somewhat up to date. I hate reading some really brilliant things from some blogger out there and then after a while they just stop.

In this blog I plan on saying a little something on the things that are important to me, religion, politics, scifi, books, authors who write those books, and just life in general. I will also try to do a once a month spot called "From a Druid's Perspective" that will deal with Celtic Paganism and the role of the Druid in the modern world. Keep your eye out for that.

So without further ado, here is my blogspot. Happy reading.